Wednesday, August 09, 2006
if u ever read this u'll know how i feel rite now rite at this moment.
i gave u my all. my 100%. which is the reason why only abit only will kan chiong. maybe i was too sticky for u to handle. but to tell u the truth i wasnt this way till i met u. the old me do wad he wants to.
juz got ur reply. yes if u wanna end here rite now. no if u havent given up on me. hahas.
im so laughable. ive become someone i dun know. i really wished i hadnt change so much. wished TgOc was here. fark. to think that i have given u my <3. forget it. u seem to believe in fate anyway. if we're fated we'll be tgt. maybe thats wad ur thinkin. i dun believe in fate. Man make their own life wad they want it to be. u say u have no time for me. true. but i believe i can wait. the incident today? is juz a spark to inginte our problems we didnt want to believe we had. maybe i was the spark. forget it. i wanted it to end.. the pain from the heart ive given u to.
Never again will it be 100%. left to pick up the pieces thats left. its u who pretended alls alright ytd. you didnt want to talk bout those stuff. wenever i hinted at the topic u wld shy away from it. why is it that way? i never wanted to lose u. always felt that we shld be open and share our feelings overcome our problems. maybe u arent the one. forget it. its over. shall cherish the memories we shared. the 1st. 2nd. 3rd. hahaas. 09 aug 2006. time is 2:23. ironic date. i wanted it to end a few days back. dun get ur attitude. but wen i saw u ytd. forgot all about it. and i said wad i wanted to say but u didnt say on ur part. and i blindly took it as e problem was resolved. argh. nvm. its over. its all over. ='(
♥great one has spoken.